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i want to hear
the way your heart sounded
when i told you
i wanted nothing to do with you
anymore.

i want to know
who the first person
you turned to was,
and i want to know
how soon you told them.

i want to know
how many times
you reached for your phone
and dialed my number,
or how many times
you reached for your keys,
got in your car,
and didn't drive to see me.

i want to know,
because
you made me
cold, hard
and bitter.

and i am learning
to find my
compassion
again.
the first thing you said to me when you came home was,
"i hate you."

the day that death
took its bony hands
and shoved its cold fingers
down my throat,

you told me i wasn't worth
the sex you might lose
to stop it.

for the first time
in the years
that my anger against you
has consumed me,

i have clipped away
the parts of my life
that were blackened by you.

but i don't know
what else to cut away
without cutting into myself.

i don't know who i am
without my anger towards you
and that only makes me angrier.
you changed me, and i let you
i am entering a very important part of the healing process, and i don't know how to get through it.
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i cannot fathom into constellations.

so i'm sitting here reading a whole bunch of john green quotes, and all i can think is that literature must be the most beautiful thing the human race has to offer.

and then i think of all the different forms of art.

and i think of the possible combinations of them.

good day for humanity.

fucking art should be more important.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MSYw50…
everything this man says, guys.
everything.

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theresahelmer Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2013  Professional Photographer
Thank you so much for your :+devwatch: I appreciate your support :heart: ~Theresa
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proudeyesneverlie Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2012
thank you! :heart:
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breathinginthestars Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012
aaanytime! : )
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DearPoetry Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fav! :heart:
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livesofbirds Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2012  Student Writer
Thank you for the favorites <3
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breathinginthestars Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2012
you're welcome! :heart:
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proudeyesneverlie Featured By Owner May 7, 2012
thank you so much :heart:
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orangecloudsraining Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2012  Student Writer
thanks for the favs! (:
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livesofbirds Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2012  Student Writer
Thank you for the favorite love <3
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proudeyesneverlie Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012
thank you so much for the favourite :love::heart:
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